theworldwelivein:

Stormy Old Town | Old Town Square, Prague© TheFella | Tumblr

theworldwelivein:

Stormy Old Town | Old Town Square, Prague
© TheFella | Tumblr

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I really think that 2012 is going to be an amazing year.

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I thought I told you, he’d be home soon
Couldn’t help myself, you’re too good to be true!
I fall short each time,
Every time he ain’t here,
You and your charm creep closer in here,
Like a fool for fire I fall, with my pride and all!
Like a bomb before explosion,
Ticking by your call.
You’re the wiser one, disguised from greed,
And I’m just a child who belongs on her knees.

But I found a boy who I love more,
Than I ever did you before,
So stand beside the river I cried,
And let yourself down!
Look how you want me now that I don’t need you!
So, you thought that I crumble to my knees
At the first sight of you, crawling back to me
To whisper ‘will you leave your man?’
Cause you sweared that this time you can stand by me. I won’t stand by you!

Cause I found a boy who I love more,
Than I ever did you before,
So stand beside the river I cried
And let yourself down!
Look how you want me now that I don’t need you!
I ain’t yours for no taking,
You must be mistaken
I could never look in your eyes, and settle for wrong
And ignore the right

Well I found a boy that loves me more,
Than you ever did before.
So stand beside the river you’ll cry
And let yourself down!
Look how you want me now that I don’t need you!

Adele - I found a boy.

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ilovecharts:

Cat vs. internet

as i see this, my cat is sitting at my feet….hmmm….

ilovecharts:

Cat vs. internet

as i see this, my cat is sitting at my feet….hmmm….

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ilovecharts:

Zombies vs. Supermodels (via Laughing Squid)

lolllll

ilovecharts:

Zombies vs. Supermodels (via Laughing Squid)

lolllll

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2011, you’re going to be an awesome year.
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"oh god, don’t give yourself so much credit" and other things i should have said…

I want to write something really badly right now, but everything I can think of is emo and super-contemplative. Hopefully in the next few days i’ll be able to sit and write a farewell 2010 entry..or more like a good riddance 2010 entry, but for now I’ll go to sleep a few minutes before midnight and dismiss any melodramatic thoughts.

it’s a slushy evening out on the streets of nyc and i am safe and warm in my bed.

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tick tock tick tock.

big. sigh.

well it’s noon on tuesday and i’m sitting in the bean while my laundry is in the machine and it seems as though for the first time in awhile i can sit and write. I have been trying to write an entry for what seems like weeks, but every time I sit down to write I’m either too tired, too blocked, or have no internet and lose the beautiful work that I spent a long time creating. All in all things are good on my part…I mean…for what they are they’re good. It’s nice to have a job again after so long feeling like a worthless lump. The hours are tough for me, but at least I’m spending them in a place I’m proud to represent, and lovely people who, for the most part, treat me well. The only rough thing..like I said is the hours. I’ve been working a lot of nights and that, on top of classes, and the holidays, and rehearsals, and trying to take care of myself has begun to take a toll on my sanity. It’s funny how much things have changed since the summer already. Whereas this summer I was spending so much time at coffeeshops and in my apartment and rehearsing and doing laundry to ensure I had enough gym clothes, now I’m running around, living out of my bag, trying desperately to fit in rehearsals, going to yoga to restore sanity, and doing laundry to make sure I have enough dressy clothes for work. I’m not complaining, by any means…it’s just funny.

Thanksgiving (week?) was a lot of fun, as stressful and busy as it was. I guess it was stressful because I made it that way. I was so happy to have marc and my parents in town and it was so so sooo nice to spend time with family I’ve been trying to see for months. Hanging out with Marc in the city was so great. There was one point where we both just sat in a coffeeshop together and didn’t really talk but just did our respective work. I makes me want him to move to NYC so much more. Things just make sense when he’s around. Oh well..wishful thinking. Anyway, Thursday we took a train out to LI and our parents picked up us so we could spend a little alone time before the festivities began. It was really nice seeing them again. It’s so strange…I feel like I hadn’t seen them in such a long time though they just moved down there in august and I saw them in September. Time moves so slowly and so quickly at the same time. I don’t know how to deal with it. After tea with the grandparents we headed to my cousin’s house for thanksgiving. It was different from how it usually is. I mean, it’s always a good time, but this time in particular, we actually hung out and talked and just appreciated and really enjoyed each other’s company. Maybe because we can’t take each other for granted anymore? Maybe because we’ve all just grown up a little bit more. I just had such a nice time. That night i went back into the city..because that’s home now..and slept. Work the next morning and then back to LI that night. Berk had a party and wow, speaking of time passing…It was unreal seeing everyone again. It hasn’t been that long but it felt like such a long time. Berk had this drawing out on one of the tables and I saw it…it was an invitation to steve isaac’s and my wedding. I recognized the handwriting and the drawing as my own but I couldn’t remember making it. it was dated Dec 28th, 2009…last year. It just made me think about how much has changed in the last year. It’s amazing to think about all that’s changed—how much I have changed. It blows my mind. I slept on berk’s floor that night. It was cold, but I was warm thinking of being safe surrounded by my friends in a familiar house in a quiet town that I once thought of as mine. It was quiet and comfortable.

the next morning I woke up and went to a FFLF event for my mom and the continued on to my cousin’s house for brunch. Another wonderful afternoon filled with wonderful food and the best nap ever. Then after I said goodbye to Marc, I went back to Andy’s to cook dinner. mmmm baked mac and cheese and fresh cookies. more good friends and good times. Alissa drove me back to the train station and then after a much needed conversation I was off..back to the city.

work sunday night. work monday night. work tonight.

I’m sorry think entry is so much of a calendar of events with minimal insight, but it seems as though that’s the only thing my mind can generate at this point. trying. desperately. to. fit. every. little. thing. in. while. trying. to. stay. sane.

once i get used to this schedule and once the holidays are over I think I may be able to breathe and function. Once I have a roommate set for the next year and clean my apartment and get my budgeting set—see people I want to/need to see and just relax. 

there’s just so much to fit in and not enough hours in the day.

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postthesmiles:

spend more time on what makes you happy. 

postthesmiles:

spend more time on what makes you happy. 

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