as beyonce says, “it’s just emotion takin’ me over..”
today brought me back to those summer days in meisner when, during open choreography, the teacher would touch my forehead and relax my shoulders and i would begin to cry uncontrollably. today reminded me how guarded i am and how there are so many things i don’t show or really understand about myself.
my family probably won’t be too happy to hear this, but I am a lazy actor. I don’t do the work because, well, i’m lazy. BUT, the problem is…when I don’t do the work, and I don’t do well, I don’t feel the kind of fulfillment I feel in acting when I do do the work. obviously, i guess. I did the work for today and my god, it reminded me why I do this.
thanks, section two, for putting up with me today. I’m not that kind of girl to do that in class, but thanks for putting up with me in my sorry state.
